I remember when you came with me that night...you said forever..that you would never let me go..but here i am again with nothing left inside..i dont wanna..but i gotta..

Let you go..So hear it is yo. peace out to the a hole on the south side of town. :) again.

I finally can breathe...i dont love him... winter just wasnt my season..and spring and fall and summer wasnt either i guess.. you cant help but wonder what you were missing out on for that whole year and a half...you think its so good when ur not fighting but then it ends up being nothing but crying and lies and hurt...yeah it just wasnt worth my time....and it feels so good to really not care...i've been pushed and put up with more than i should...more than any other girl would..the only reason i stayed was because i was in love with who i thought he was...and now i can see who he really is..but i hit my limit about 324907 times ago. so watch me go sweetheart.

more pictures i found...u gotta love it.. some new some old...

me and tee and kristys a month or so ago

zach and luke at the royals

me doing yoga by kristys pond last day of school

me and ash at the softball gamesss last day of school

ash and eric friday at royals game

zach and me at royals game fri..

before sand volley ball in april

buffalo watching in april

relay for life

party hopping night...

yeah...we were kind of excited

me and ash seventh grade

me and danny sophmore homecoming

baseball game in warrensburg

xoooo

I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE SENIORS

nothing can get me down anymore...

 ..this summers gonna be the greatest!

oh..the spring break number two...awesome!

wednesday wet to eat with everyone &then shopping with em&then work &taylor icecream

thursday party at ashleys..then driving to nowhere with tay for hours..& swimmin with tee

friday..then to the mall with katie..to crown center with katie luke and savannah..&coolcrest.

saturday..got hair cut with mom..hung out with jeremiah and his family..spent the night at grannys

sunday..church then work maybe??

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Somewhere there's a stolen halo
I used to watch her wear it well.
Everything would shine wherever she would go
But lookin at her now you'd never tell.
Someone ran away with her innocence;
A memory she can't get out of her head.
And I can only imagine what she's feelin when she's praying
Knealing at the edge of her bed.

And she says - take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now,
And hold - hold - hold me like holy water holy water

She wants someone to call her angel,
Someone to put the light back in her eyes,
She's looking through the faces and the unfamiliar places
She needs somone to hear her when she cries.

And she says - take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now,
And hold - hold - hold me like holy water

She just needs a little help to wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands of someone who understands

And she says - take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now,
And hold - hold - hold me
Like holy water
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i love this feeling...its the greatest.

this may sound silly...but i feel so free! ahh. finally.

i guess you can only take so much until you just dont feel anything anymore.

xo

tomorrows another day...and im thirsty anyway..

...so bring on the rain...

Life lately:

• been hangin out with everybody.
• got a job at hollister..orientation was today.
• laughing lots and lots.
• went over to mitchs house to watch a movie the other night
• dancing tons..ahh. its so fun.
• gonna start a "class" each week with the girls.
• lifeguarding has gotten better..
• me and him.. have gotten worse.
• my give a damn =  just about busted.
• oh snap is my new favorite thing to say... shoot..
• oh and strawberry concretes from custards.. the best.

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Pictures from last few weekendsss

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         ...i dont wanna see you or feel you...

....i dont wanna look into your eyes..

.... i dont wanna kiss you or miss you...

__i just wanna love your memory tonight__ 

good bye to you... good bye to everything i thought i knew....

good bye to the one thing that i always tried to hold on to...

darling good bye to you..

.xo.

Oh goodness...

Things have been like a roller coaster. But im still hanging on.

Its the only thing left to do.

Relay for life pictures.

me n katieme n nathan.

...good times at the school... longest i've been there.. ever.

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